scraggay:

ive learned more about topics such as sexism and racism and rape culture and ableism and self confidence on a website that was originally made for pretty pictures than i have in my 11 years in an environment that is supposed to prepare me for the real world and if that isnt fucked up i honestly dont know what is

I just feel like a fucking embarrassment to myself and I don’t know how much longer I can just pretend I don’t think like that

I really do just genuinely despise my appearance I can’t even think of a harsh enough word to describe the disgust I have when I see myself and it just makes me completely fed up and leads me to question whether I actually want to be here and it is actually quite frightening and the worst part of it all is that I completely and utterly know that what I’m saying is true